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9.22.2007
I m back blogging!!
Finally =))
Life's been ok lately..
Sometimes just feeling bored n down =(
Today was a great day =)
Fixed my long lost buddy Haro V2\
and I lend it to my friend(zuu) =)
Long time since I played those candles n stuffs.
Sped past yishun park. guess my speed was to fast
Jumped over the grass n lost traction n skid
Fell n behind some sand flew!
So malu..hahas X )
I think I sprained my back after the fall =((
After playing those candles we decided have some fun
We(7 peeps) decided to go into the shopping mall with our bikes
As we reach GV everyone stopped outside.
then from behind I came saying
in dialect (ka ka lai) means just go dun care
then I lead the way.
At the entrance a group of (Ah bengs) saw
then heard them saying " wahhh sak" as in cool
we wanted to try 2nd time but security guard was looking
n we fled =))
After the GV everyone suggested NOrthPoInt
cuz they say they wan play somemore
Qibin lead the way in this time.
I was laughing non-stop inside northpoint
the people sitting in the MAC saw and look shocked. XP
Trying to avoid those glances
So funny when 7 people cycl3 into the mall..haha
after that we headed for home
Tired now..Zzzzzz.......Zzzzz
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U'r back with the group anyways
When I think of the past.. hmms just can't take it
How was I treated. Tolerated. I tried but
I GAVE UP. but
(the round shape thing is still hanging on my keys
by being a bad guy.!! isn't what I am
Rumours spreading about what I said
but seriously I don't care now!
I should have let go. shuld have heeded their advice
why should I gave it a chance
thinking the impossible which
now i still don't understand myself
What was I thinking then
Memories flashes thru my mind
anyways is the past its history
Tomorrow is what I care most now.
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Days pass n I still haven touch on my studies
What if I fail N lvl. I can't.
Something in me is stopping me from studying
I can't countinue like that.
I am left with a week now.
I realised today I forget attend
the Olvl Maths prelim.Oppps!!
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Theres something now in my mind
I'm still thinking whether I should go for it
But I think I should spend more time
I still dunno *** well, maybe i shld
Know more about *** first b4 ...
Its better I think.
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Hmms I realised my performance is better
at training now. even shifu said so..
After each training ther we need do some meditation
But I just simply can't meditate
I feel so disturbed by those awful memories I got.
I shouldn't be thinking so much.
I am TRYING HARD!!!! ARughhhhh
anyway time for sleep..zzzzZZZZZZZ
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